I hate that I'm missing out on a chuck of his life, and possibly his whole life. You wouldn't listen to me, you thought I didn't like him...you were wrong. You gave up on me and us to soon. I loved him, I struggled with myself but I loved him. My heart is breaking today and it's because I know I'm missing out on his life, and yours and my family. I'm sorry I didn't talk to you, I'm sorry I failed...i wish you would have given me a chance to show you how I've learned and now it's just to late and my heart is breaking and I can't do this anymore.