Some days I just feel like I'm dying. It's hard to take a breath without crying and today is one of those. All I want to do is come home and figure out what to make for dinner with you, and snuggle on the couch and watch a movie. It kills me that you think I didn't want our life, I wanted everything with you. I loved being at home with you,  going out with you...legit everything with you because I loved you. I love you so much. I just can't do this...how to you live after that..i know I messed up and made mistakes becausee I didn't love me, i couldn't figure me out. I thought you loved me though