I just want to drive home to you, I want to run and tackle you and rub my face on your face. I still can't believe every night when I'm driving home that you're not there...i don't care how much time passes . I wanted us more than anything and still do. I made mistakes but I tried to learn and grown from them and it seems a waste to not be able to have our love and show you and prove to you that wed have an amazing life. I'd never stop trying to make you and myself happy.