Saturday, April 23, 2011

the music that got my through this week

plushgun-just impolite

Ra Ra Riot-can you tell

romance on a rocketship- skin and bones

say hi- hallie and henry

shiny toy guns- stripped, dont cry out, i owe you a love song

sia- breath me

stars-your ex lover is dead, take me to the riot

a love like pi- the piper

lets go sailing- sideways, to many stars

funeral party- finale

last but not least my all time favorite

flipsyde- and pretty much anything by them, but iv been favoring their songs- when it was good, someday, spun and happy birthday, a change. i do not think i can get enough of the pipers voice.

Remember the days
Of sleepless summer nights
That took us away
A perfect place a different time
Back when nothing was wrong
Now were each sold separately
Our summers are gone
Grey skies are all i see

These broken days won't last forever
You know i'll put us back together

Friday, April 22, 2011

what is wrong with our world? today was seriously the worst day, not only did i get up a early freaking hour to drive a friend to work and then get bailed on but my car was broken into. Like really? what the hell? what makes a person do that crap? how do you even get up the guts to do that and what makes them think its ok for them to do it? granted they just stole both my coats and my cds so nothing super valuable but thats not the point. that was my stuff, and now i have no coat, im gonna be cold and cant afford to buy a new one. im so freaking mad

Thursday, April 21, 2011

I am so sick of going though the motions of living without actually doing it. Get up go to a job i hate, work all day, drive home, eat real quick, sleep, get up and do it all over again. it is seriously all i do, and then on my days off i never know what to do, i dont have any inspiration. I lost it all. after a while you just kinda end up feeling dead, living out the motions of life without actually living it. Im so stuck in that gutter that i dont know how to gt myself out of it. I need a change, a big earth shattering life changing one. i know be-careful what you wish for...but i just want that kinda change..in a good way

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

I need a change, but I wish it wasnt the one I think I need. how do you know if something is right or your just not making a change because its easier and no one gets hurt?

Monday, April 18, 2011



Friday night became so lonely,
When you came to make a break,
That seemed to take all day to make me angry 'cause I
Like you, maybe I'm just Like You
Holding on to something that we know we can not hold
or fold it seems it seems we just can't forget
Are you frightened, by perfection?
Is this who you are, not who you want to be

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

This just makes me want to move, there is so much life in this song.