I am so sick of going though the motions of living without actually doing it. Get up go to a job i hate, work all day, drive home, eat real quick, sleep, get up and do it all over again. it is seriously all i do, and then on my days off i never know what to do, i dont have any inspiration. I lost it all. after a while you just kinda end up feeling dead, living out the motions of life without actually living it. Im so stuck in that gutter that i dont know how to gt myself out of it. I need a change, a big earth shattering life changing one. i know be-careful what you wish for...but i just want that kinda change..in a good way