So recently I have been thinking about my life and the direction its heading and I have come to the conclusion that I don't like it. If I died tomorrow I would regret so many things(yes id be dead I know, but still) I haven't done anything with my life, At least nothing that I wanted to do. I realize that im young and I have time but really what if I don't? So im going to make a list of things that I want to accomplish this year. Somethings will be easier then others but I have to push myself, if I don't no one else will and I need that push. The number one thing that holds me back is my friends. I value my friendships and have been so so blessed with the most amazing friends that I would give anything not to lose, But I cant be held back by the fear of losing people because the ones that matter will always be there. All the little pushes I give myself this year are just leading up to that one big push I need to leave. I know that there are better things out there and I want to experience them. I don't want to live just to die, I want to live to live.
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