Friday, December 21, 2012

And we danced, and we cried, and we laughed and had a really really really good time. take my hand and have a blast and remember this moment for the rest of our lives.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

love

The more I think about it, The more I realize there is nothing more artistic than to love others.

Thursday, December 13, 2012

It may have been in pieces but I gave you the best of me

This year to come

I hope that in this year to come, you make mistakes. Because if you are making mistakes, then you are making new things, trying new things, learning, living, pushing yourself, changing yourself, changing your world. You're doing things you've never done before, and more importantly, you're Doing Something. So that's my wish for you, and all of us, and my wish for myself. Make New Mistakes. Make glorious, amazing mistakes. Make mistakes nobody's ever made before. Don't freeze, don't stop, don't worry that it isn't good enough, or it isn't perfect, whatever it is: art, or love, or work or family or life. Whatever it is you're scared of doing, Do it. Make your mistakes, next year and forever.

Sunday, December 9, 2012

What you learn

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down... probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you have never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Awake is the new sleep

Sometimes you just need a night full if music. Well this is mine. a song about summerand the price we pay when it does. I just love him.

Saturday, June 2, 2012

YOU

YOU. you. yes you, I am writing this for you. I know you are reading this and I want you to know I'm writing this for you. no one else will understand, no one else knows. They think this is for them, but its not. I am writing this for you. I want you to know, life....its hard. everyday can be a challenge. It can be a challenge to get up in the morning. To get yourself out of bed, to put on a smile. But I want you to know, that smile is what keeps me going some days. You need to remember, even through the rough time, you are amazing. you really are. You should be happy. You are gorgeous. I know the weather might not be perfect. you might have to turn your back to the wind, or feel the cold nipping at your nose. But you know what, at least you are there to feel it. At least you can enjoy the sun's warm rays on your face. Or that cold February wind biting at your cheeks. You know what that means? You Are Alive. Everything Will Be Ok.

Friday, April 27, 2012

I will do all this

Take chances. Tell the truth. Say no. Spend all my cash. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at stupid jokes. Kiss. Cry. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to me. Tell a jerk what I think. Laugh till my stomach hurts. Live life. Regret nothing.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

While our bodies are still young

This weekend im so excited to be young,
Im just leaving everything and being reckless,
act like no ones watching and just freaking live,
A moment of love
A dream
A laugh
A kiss
A cry
Our rights
Our wrongs
so we are going to live
While our bodies still young
It's so young, it runs
We won't stop 'til it's over
Won't stop to surrender

Thursday, April 5, 2012

I have already made my summer soundtrack, im so pumped!

hur it is!

daylight by matt and kim

99 red balloons by goldfinger

feel so close to you by calvin harris

home by edward sharp & the magnetic zeros

call on me by Eric Prydz

let go by frou frou

shh by frou frou

we are young by fun

1979 by smashing pumpkins

last summer by lostprophets

this is just the beginning, it will be added to

Monday, April 2, 2012

what i want

I'll admit that I'm a very confused person who doesn't know what she is doing.
But lately I have been 100% about one thing...you. the best feeling in the world is to know what you want and have it.
It may not be perfect but its ours and its what I want.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Some hints for life

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you,only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with,never say a word,and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,an hour to like someone,and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks,they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream,go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you,it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile,grows with a kiss,ends with a tear. When you were born,you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so
that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Dance in the rain, kiss alot, take bubble baths, swing on swings, laugh until you cry
Smile, hug. This is the beginning of a new day. You have been given this day to use as you will.
You can waste it or use it for good. What you do today is important because you are exchanging a day of your life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever; in its place is something that you have left behind. Let it be something good.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Tonight I want

Tonight I want to stand on the side of a cliff and look down, dare the wind to gust and knock me off. Everyone thinks that falling to your death is the worst thing that can happen. But that’s a lie. The worst thing is to be alive for no reason.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

The right place. At the right time.

The great moments of your life won't necessarily be the things you do. They'll also be the things that happen to you. Now, I'm not saying you can't take action to affect the outcome of your life. You have to take action. And you will! But never forget, that on any day, you could step out the front door, and your whole life could change forever. the Universe has a plan; and that plan is always in motion. A butterfly flaps its wings, and it starts to rain. It's a scary thought, but it's also kind of wonderful. All these little parts of the machine constantly working... Making sure that you end up exactly where you're supposed to be.. exactly when you're supposed to be there. The right place. At the right time.

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

When I listen to these song, I feel like I can be utterly, wonderfully free; like I could be the happiest person on earth. It's a massive rush of energy.



Monday, February 27, 2012

Just let it go

You may think your only options are to shallow your anger or throw it in someones face, But there is a third option..you can just let it go and only when you do that is it really gone and you can move forward.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

There are moments in every girl’s life that are bigger than we know at the time. When you look back, you say, that was one of those life-changing,
fork-in-the-road moments and I didn’t even see it coming. I had no idea.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

please don't forget

please don't forget how to smile. Don't forget how to say thank you or dot the 'i's and cross the 't's. Don't forget how to whistle or ride a bike. Don't forget how to say "I love you" or indeed what it feels like to need to say it in the first place. Don't forget to wish on stars, or coins that get thrown into fountains, or wishbones or birthday candles. Don't forget the past. Don't forget who you are. Don't forget.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Everyday once a day

Im gonna give you some advice. Everyday once a day give yourself a present. Dont plan it or wait for it, But when something good is offered to you take it. Accept it with a smile and a thanks and just realize that you deserve something good so dont turn it down.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

I dont want to live just to die

So recently I have been thinking about my life and the direction its heading and I have come to the conclusion that I don't like it. If I died tomorrow I would regret so many things(yes id be dead I know, but still) I haven't done anything with my life, At least nothing that I wanted to do. I realize that im young and I have time but really what if I don't? So im going to make a list of things that I want to accomplish this year. Somethings will be easier then others but I have to push myself, if I don't no one else will and I need that push. The number one thing that holds me back is my friends. I value my friendships and have been so so blessed with the most amazing friends that I would give anything not to lose, But I cant be held back by the fear of losing people because the ones that matter will always be there. All the little pushes I give myself this year are just leading up to that one big push I need to leave. I know that there are better things out there and I want to experience them. I don't want to live just to die, I want to live to live.

grew up watching him make the funniest videos...hes really pushed himself since then and its amazing









Wednesday, February 15, 2012

dont be afraid. Be alive

What you have to decide... is how you want your life to be. If your forever was ending tomorrow, would this be how you'd want to have spent it? Listen, the truth is, nothing is guaranteed. So dont be afraid. Be alive.

I have got to figure things out..until then heres some music


and yes im a fan of this type




Saturday, February 11, 2012

I wanna hold ya

"She said, hello mister
Pleased to meet ya"
And he thought
"I wanna hold her
I wanna kiss her
She smells of daisies
She smells of daisies
She drive me crazy
She drive me crazy
I wanna hold ya,
I wanna kiss ya in my arms
I wanna take ya,
Away from harm"

Friday, February 10, 2012

The sun it burns so I'll jump right in,
I felt the cold sea kiss my skin,
I turned around and you were gone,
And I'm thinkin' of you, thinkin' of you.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Well I made it through another day
In my cold room
On scraps and pieces left behind
I survive on the memory of you

All Of me is all for you
Youre all I see



This is the last time you see me i m g o i n g ...



Friday, February 3, 2012

This is my last goodbye
Leaving all the memories of you behind
I will not wait here
And waste my whole life




Wednesday, January 18, 2012

i have such great taste









Tuesday, January 17, 2012

I just had to share this because it has completely blown me away and needs to be shared. If you dont like this then you have no taste..sorry but true

things are coming to an end, i have mixed feelings about this


Sunday, January 15, 2012

I get creative when im bored

I should be an artist

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces.
And I've thrown my words all around,
But I can't, I can't give you a reason.

I feel so broken up (so broken up),
And I give up (I give up),
I just want to tell you so you know..

Here I go,
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one.
I let go,
There's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only,
My only one.

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long.
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when your gone.

And something's breaking up (breaking up),
I feel like giving up (like giving up),
I won't walk out until you know..

Here I go
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one.
I let go
There's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only,
My only one.

Here I go,
So dishonestly.
Leave a note
For you my only one.
And I know,
You can see right through me.
So let me go
And you will find someone.

Here I go,
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one.
I let go,
There's just no one, no one like you
You are my only,
My only one.

My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only,
My only one.





Wednesday, January 11, 2012

This song does it all. It lifts you up and places you where your mind should be, but reminds you at the same time, all the ache you suffer through in this life......


Saturday, January 7, 2012

I think that life throws you heartache and challenges as a way to even things out. Like for every time you are happy you also have to be unhappy, its just a balance thing and it sucks. Im so sick of optimism, its freaking exhausting























Thursday, January 5, 2012


I need to be more quiet. Not talk so much, Listen more. Just take time out of my day for silence and no chaos. Take the risk that if I let things quiet down so I can think that my thoughts wont terrify me. I block everything out...maybe its time I turn off the sound and let things in.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Three years of you


Three years. Three years of happiness, Three years of crying, Three years of dancing, Three years of laughing, Three years of bruises, Three years of music, Three years of pictures...Just Three years of you.


Monday, January 2, 2012

Imagine myself in places I could be and with whom I want to be with...

Let it not be but another fading illusion this time.