this video steals my heart

This is what I want

when am I going to figure my life out? I feel pulled in so many directions and im not sure if i even want to move let alone which way to move to. You know what i really want? I want to forget everything, get rid of all my stuff, pack a small bag, grab my camera and just drive away, across the states, across the world. I want to see things, breath them in, capture them, experience everything. see new colors, new smells, touch new things, run around for pointless reasons...just because i want to. This is what I want..now how do i get it?

We spent some time
together walking
Spent some time just talking
about who we were
You held my hand so
very tightly
And told me what we
could be dreaming of

There’s nothing like you and I

We spent some time
together drinking
Spent some time just thinking
about days of joy
As our hearts started
beating faster
I recalled your laughter
from long ago

There’s nothing like you and I

We spent some time
together crying
Spent some time just trying
to let each other go
I held your hand so
very tightly
And told you what I would be
dreaming of

There’s nothing like you and I
So why do I even try?
There’s nothing like you and I

I dont really know what im getting myself into, and im not really sure how to handle it...so im just gonna listen to music instead. I swear i dont know what i would do with out my music..drowns everything else out

freaking take a deep breath and lose yourself to these sounds

I lose myself in music because its the only thing in my life that is constant and wont let me down, makes me feel alive and send so many different types of emotions through me. touches me more deeply then any person ever has. my music causes you to regress and recall a time when..
































music coma!

explosion of epic music

here ya go!





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thats probably all your heads can handle from this explosion of epic music

How is it?

How is it that these guys can make me feel so much more alive then anything else? How is it that I can fall in love with a beat or a lyric and have it completely change my life?

ahhhh im so angry! i really need to figure out what i want, and i need to work on being a better person

And now an awesome play list for you to listen and live to :)

























ahh this is all i feel like sharing, your welcome! <3

I think iv shared frou frou before...but here they are again, enjoy!

everyone needs to stop relying on everyone else to be happy. Make yourself happy. I dont NEED anyone to be happy, I mean i am very blessed that i have people in my life that do make me happy, but i still can be happy on my own. If you rely so much on other people for your happiness you are going to be let down and then start blaming them for your troubles and unhappiness. thats not fair to them or yourself. I find happiness in so much, I fall in love with so much, like new music, bright colors, painting, making people smile, my books, zelda...theres so much that you can find to make yourself happy. go find it and learn to be happy alone, because then you will be happier when you are with someone.

so i just had my birthday and i almost didnt survive through it, i have been partying since thursday. let me tell you though, i really realized just how amazing all my friends are, i fell in love with all of them just a little bit for making my birthday the most amazing one ever.