It felt good to get down and dirty at work today. before you think thats gonna be R rated think again..i mean working in the green house and cleaning. theres just something refreshing about working in the mud with plants.

I love him

the music that got my through this week

plushgun-just impolite

Ra Ra Riot-can you tell

romance on a rocketship- skin and bones

say hi- hallie and henry

shiny toy guns- stripped, dont cry out, i owe you a love song

sia- breath me

stars-your ex lover is dead, take me to the riot

a love like pi- the piper

lets go sailing- sideways, to many stars

funeral party- finale

last but not least my all time favorite

flipsyde- and pretty much anything by them, but iv been favoring their songs- when it was good, someday, spun and happy birthday, a change. i do not think i can get enough of the pipers voice.

Remember the days
Of sleepless summer nights
That took us away
A perfect place a different time
Back when nothing was wrong
Now were each sold separately
Our summers are gone
Grey skies are all i see

These broken days won't last forever
You know i'll put us back together

what is wrong with our world? today was seriously the worst day, not only did i get up a early freaking hour to drive a friend to work and then get bailed on but my car was broken into. Like really? what the hell? what makes a person do that crap? how do you even get up the guts to do that and what makes them think its ok for them to do it? granted they just stole both my coats and my cds so nothing super valuable but thats not the point. that was my stuff, and now i have no coat, im gonna be cold and cant afford to buy a new one. im so freaking mad

I am so sick of going though the motions of living without actually doing it. Get up go to a job i hate, work all day, drive home, eat real quick, sleep, get up and do it all over again. it is seriously all i do, and then on my days off i never know what to do, i dont have any inspiration. I lost it all. after a while you just kinda end up feeling dead, living out the motions of life without actually living it. Im so stuck in that gutter that i dont know how to gt myself out of it. I need a change, a big earth shattering life changing one. i know be-careful what you wish for...but i just want that kinda change..in a good way

I need a change, but I wish it wasnt the one I think I need. how do you know if something is right or your just not making a change because its easier and no one gets hurt?

Friday night became so lonely,
When you came to make a break,
That seemed to take all day to make me angry 'cause I
Like you, maybe I'm just Like You
Holding on to something that we know we can not hold
or fold it seems it seems we just can't forget
Are you frightened, by perfection?
Is this who you are, not who you want to be

This just makes me want to move, there is so much life in this song.

This is what im seeing as I look out the window while I cook my dinner.
I wish I could paint this.

I just have to say that I can not stand costumers, I know its job security and everything but really the minutes they walk in through those sliding glass doors I just want to leave. And Its not my fault if we don't have a size 17 in the pants you like and I can only find a 15. Go home, run on a treadmill and lose a few pounds and maybe it would be easier for you to buy pants that fit over your huge butt and thighs.

this song always takes me back to Philly and one of the happiest times of my life...so far at least

It was soo warm out tonight that Ben and I decided to walk main street in Bport..that is until it started raining and then we just decided to get taco bell.<3 my life is good

the fact that I have to keep myself up tonight so i can sleep in tomorrow so i can work over night and not die is very painful to me right now.

I realized this past week that I
1) drank to much
2) watched way to many criminal shows
3)got to angry
4)didn't take enough pictures
5) barely slept
6) laughed alot
7) worried over nothing
8) missed someone way more then i should
9)thought about someone way more then i should
10) and made a whole lot of amazing memories.