My day consisted of
A big bed on the floor
Lots of kisses
Hugs
Tickling
Laughing
Pajamas
A lot of teasing
Love
Legend of the fall
Friends
And just being really happy

I am in such a conflicting and confusing place right now. kinda cant wait to see what is going to happen in this new year.

enjoy some music

I feel rubbed down and raw. I Shouldnt have to go through this and feel this way. its wrong. it hurts. im sick of hiding it.

Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
I let you watch it all, the view from our last summer
The view from our last summer...
We trace the sun across the sky

And we laugh till we cry
Always so hard to say goodbye (good bye)
And we all sit round here in our home town
It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss
The memories, I hope will never fade
Glowing embers fly across the sky your

It’s everything that you seem to ignore.

The classroom that you treated as a bore.

The alcohol you drink but never bought.

The dress you stole, and were never caught.

The bed you wake up in that’s not your own.

The makeup you applied two days ago.

The night you lost your phone on the way home.

The taxi ride where you decided your end goal.

And still I try to lure you into my own hurricane, it’s like you spot me trying from a thousand miles away.

oh how people look at me strangely when i listen to these...but i just love'em!

Can you lie next to her
And give her your heart, your heart
As well as your body
And can you lie next to her
And confess your love, your love
As well as your folly
And can you kneel before the king
And say I'm clean, I'm clean

My year in words

This year flew by so fast. I remember this time last year and it seems like it just happened. A lot has gone down this year though..it was a year of some growing up and some learning.

It was a year of:

Dancing

Drunk people (lots of them)

Laughing until I cried

Falling in love

Regrets

Hope

Locking my keys in my car

Locking them in again and again....and again

Amazing amazing music

Meeting new people that changed my life

My wives

3 am girls

Getting lost

Long middle of the night phone calls

Lots of pictures

Tears

Long car rides with loud music

Blowing my speakers because of the loud music

Losing a friend

Top model

Colors

A lot of pink lemonade

Garage sales

Wishing things were different

Wishing I didn't have to wish

And just a lot a lot of learning about myself.

Over all it has been a good year, Im still alive and haven't messed up my life so far.
I hope that 2012 will be a year of more growing, figuring what I want/need with and in my life. I have made so many amazing friends this year and some not so amazing ones. But the good ones will stick and be friends for life, Iv had a broken heart, iv cried and iv wiped away my tears. I know I have grown up a little but am no where close to who I want to be yet..im still trying to figure that part out and hope that I dont regret what I pass up along the way to get there.

gotta love this

Everything you want so let me get up there
I'm the baddest baby in the atmosphere
Tell me what you want so we can do just what you like

this is what happens when we dont sleep